I think I’m giving myself work anxiety. I can’t think of any other reason why I’m suddenly filled with complete and total dread right now. I’ve had the last two days off, which was good because Friday was absolutely horrific, just one wrong thing after another. But tomorrow I have to be there at 7 am, and again every day through Thursday this week. I just see this job stretching out before me with no end in sight, and everyone else is reaching endings and new chapters, and I guess this is a new chapter for me too, but I don’t see an end to it and I’d much rather this be a shorter chapter rather than longer.

I just need to go to bed.